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11 April 2009 @ 09:10 pm
Hurt/Comfort-Meme  
A while ago, I promised you a comment-fic-meme as soon as we reached 100 members. And here it is!

Teh Rulez
01. Comment to this post with your prompt and desired pairing(s). Be as specific or unspecific as you like.
For example: "Sam, Dean (gen): hypothermia" or "Jared/Jensen: Jared gets hurt on set, Rating: at least R" or "Dean/Castiel: Castiel comforts Dean after a nightmare"
If you are unsure about a certain pairing or prompt, please go to our profile and read the general rules or ask in our FAQs
02. Post as many prompts as you like - but one prompt per comment only, please!
03. If you find a prompt that strikes your fancy, jump in and write some comment fic for the prompt poster
04. More than one comment fic response to a prompt is absolutely acceptable. (There is no such thing as too much hurt/comfort!)
05. Tell your friends to tell their friends to come and join the fun, add a prompt, write a fic and leave some love for the authors! ^___^
06. Play nice - no flames, no bashing is allowed here! If I see a rude comment to a prompt or a fic repsonse, I'll delete it without further warning.
07. Please no spam-comments and please don't ask questions about the meme here - use the FAQs-post. =)

And most important of all: Have lots of fun - make them bleed, make them cry, make them argue and most of all: let them hug and cuddle to make it all better! ;)


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Masterlist of fics:
lissa_ann : [Dean, Sam (gen): Teen!Sam gets roofied, big brother Dean to the rescue]
shadowofcastiel : [Dean/Castiel (slash, PG-13): Castiel hugs an agitated, distressed Dean]
9_of_clubs : [Dean/Castiel. Castiel gets punished for bending the rules to help Dean]
sinnerforhire : [Sam, Dean: Chickenpox]
authoressnebula : [Sam, Dean (gen), Post 4.18, Sam falls apart and tries to kill himself because of the events of the last few months]
tahirire : [Sam, Dean (gen): Teen!Sam spends some time at a camp while Dean and John are on a hunting trip. One night, exhausted!hurt!Dean sneaks into the camp to check on his little brother]
indigominstrels :  [JDM/Jensen/Jared: Jensen gets a very bad news from his family and won't eat for days. Jared and JDM get worried and don't want Jensen to be sick on top of it all]
persuna : [Gen. Sam gets hurt trying to save one of the seals. Protective!Dean and protective!Castiel]
blualbino : [Dean/Fallen!Castiel: Castiel gets his first dose of human illness and Dean has to take care of him]
maychorian : [Dean, Castiel (gen) - Little!Dean gets hurt somehow and his "guardian angel" Castiel comforts him]
blualbino [Sam, Dean (gen): After 4.18 TMATEOTS Dean reads Chuck's Mystery Spot book and finally gets the full story]
tahirire : [Sam, Pamela: AU of 4.01 or other S4 episode. Pamela can see Sam's strife and comforts Sam.]
charlie_d_blue : [Gen: A demon has a grudge against Castiel (maybe for his role in getting Dean saved, or in killing Alistair). Sam and Dean arrive in time to save their angel, but there's repair & comfort needed, of course]
sinnerforhire : [Dean, Sam (gen) - Dean gets hurt (breaks leg) and Sam has to carry him, much to Dean's dismay]
Anonymous
: [Sam, Dean (gen): Post BUaBS. Sam wakes up, middle of the road, middle of the night, middle of nowhere. Dean's run the tank bone dry]
atimi : [Jared/Jensen: Jensen + sunstroke + worried!Jared]
schwarze_elster : [Sam, Dean (gen): Dean falls down a hole in a cemetery. Sammy helps his big brother]
fhionnuiscetine :   [Sam (gen): what happened to Sam while Dean was in hell]
violet_eyes : [J2: Somehow the boys end up in the middle of a bank robbery and being taken hostage. Jared gets shot. Lots of angst ensues]
autumn_lilacs : [Bobby, Dean, gen. In early Season 2, the Impala is still in terrible shape. The car, she is hurt. The car, she needs comfort. Dean and Bobby provide]
rei17 :   [Dean, Sam (gen) - Dean gets hurt (breaks leg?) and Sam has to carry him, much to Dean's dismay]
parislove27 : [Sam, Dean (gen) - Dean passes out of the wheel of the Impala]
i_speak_tongue : [Dean, Sam (Gen): Dean saves a cat from a flooded storm water drain. Gets cold, wet and scratched up for his troubles; Sam tries not to laugh whilst patching him up]
hope_calaris : [Sam, Dean (gen): One of the guys has a health scare, the other worries and comforts]
ginzai :  [Sam, Dean, Bobby (gen): Bobby is severely injured helping the boys, the boys have to figure out how to save him for once. Bonus points for extremely protective boys]
blualbino :  [J2 or Sam, Dean: During workout/sports/training/messing around one of the boys accidentally hurts the other.]
blueeyedliz : [Jared/Jensen: Jared gets attacked by a stranger and Jensen finds him afterwards]
fhionnuiscetine : [Sam experiences extreme emotional distress after discovering that their fangirls think he's a necropheliac. Dean confronts this problem with his Righteous Brotherly Rage(TM)]
tahirire : [Sam, Dean (gen) - Sam comforts Dean for a change, making sure he knows he's worth it]
tripoli : [Sam (gen): what happened to Sam while Dean was in hell]
ginzai : [Dean, John (gen): Stanford-era, Sam is gone and Dean sleeps too little and eats too little and John doesn't realize how much he suffers until Dean gets sick/hurt]
tahirire : [Sam, Dean (gen): Unhinged, tied up Sam with a side order of badass protective Dean please]
i_speak_tongue : [Sam, Dean, John (Gen): Dean stops eating for days on end for reasons unknown and Sam has to get his big bro to eat again]
tir_synni :  [J2: Jensen gets bitten by a (poisonous) snake, location unimportant. Jared to the rescue!]
maychorian : [Wee!Dean, John, Mary: Dean vs Wasps]
blualbino : [Dean/Fallen!Castiel: Castiel gets his first dose of human illness and Dean has to take care of him]
blue_icy_rose : [Sam and Dean (Gen) - Season 4. The boys wind up in trouble on a case (doesn't matter how). Sam saves Dean at the cost of his own chance to get away, and winds up in danger. Dean comes to the rescue]
tahirire : [Sam, Dean (gen): Sam and Dean get accidentally trapped somewhere (on set or during a hunt) and one of the guys freaks out and gets a panic attack]
hope_calaris : [Sam (gen): what happened to Sam while Dean was in hell]
a_starfish : [Sam and Dean or Sam/Dean, immediately pre-Stanford. Dean can't really take this. He's falling apart thinking about what's about to happen to his family. Enter Sam]
sinnerforhire : [Sam, Dean, Jess: Sam as a modern Cassandra--sane or insane, real or imagined.]
maychorian : [Stanford era Dean and Bobby, gen. Dean gets injured (I ain't particular on this) and Bobby's the one who has to patch him up]
fhionnuiscetine : [S1, please, with Sam cleaning Dean up and badgering him about the scars received while he was at Stanford?]
blualbino : [Sam and Dean or Sam/Dean. Sam's first attempt at losing his virginity (to either gender) goes drastically wrong. Dean makes it better]
woodsbaile_02 : [Jared/Jensen: Jensen + sunstroke + worried!Jared] [Part 2], [Part 3], [Part 4]
blueeyedliz : [J2: Jared suffers from a chronic illness (asthma, diabetes ... ). Worried!Jensen ensues]
tahirire : [Sam, Dean(gen): Set sometime in season four. Sam has a fever and Dean is taking care of him. Sam also tells his brother he thinks Dean doesn't love him anymore, and Dean convinces him otherwise]
tir_synni : [Kripke, Jensen (gen): sick!Jensen and worried!Kripke, who gives top priority to his star's well-being.]
tir_synni : [Dean, John(gen): Both Dean and his father are injured on a hunt, and Dean tends to the other first and neglects his own wounds, causing complications later]
roque_clasique : [Sam, Dean - Sam gets a bad haircut. Dean to the rescue. Sam only ever lets Dean cut his hair from then on]
roque_clasique : [Sam, Dean (gen): Post BUaBS. Sam wakes up, middle of the road, middle of the night, middle of nowhere. Dean's run the tank bone dry]
roque_clasique : [John,Dean,Sam(Gen):Dean hurts his shoulder]
Anonymous: [Sam, Dean(gen): A curse stops Sam from sleeping, ever.]
embroiderama : [Sam/Jess: Sam gets hurt at Stanford for some reason when he's with his friends, far from a doctor, and he stitches himself up/sets his own bones, and his friends are all WOAH SAM HOW'D YOU GET SO BADASS and he's all *SHRUG*]
roque_clasique :  [Dean, Sam (gen or wincest): Set in S2, Sam passes out during a vision]
rosestoo : [Sam and Dean (Gen). A curse stops Sam from sleeping, ever]
maychorian : [Sam, Dean (Gen) Dean goes missing during a hunt, Sam find him days later dazed and confused]
roque_clasique : [Jensen, Jared (Gen) : Jensen takes Jared's dogs for a walk, and Harley/Sadie gets attacked by another dog. Jensen gets bitten pulling them apart. Jared yells at him for doing something so stupid, but is also super grateful to him for saving his dog]
sexynarwhal : [Dean, Sam (gen): Dean is de-aged and for some reason they can't change him back for awhile. Meanwhile a nasty gets wind of Dean's vulnerability, and he is kidnapped and moderately mistreated + PTSD!Dean]
i_speak_tongue : [Sam, Dean (gen): Dean gets sick during a hunt but keeps insisting he is fine. Only he is ... not]
roque_clasique : [Dean, Sam (gen): Dean on strong painkillers gets loopy and clingy, telling the nurses how much he loves his brother and not wanting Sammy to ever leave him, stuff like that - and yes, Sam is totally allowed to make fun of him afterwards]
cream_fudge : [Dean, Sam, gen, S1-4: Dean hurts his hands or his arms and can't use them and Sam has to feed him and shave him and tuck him in and tie his sneakers and button up his little flannel shirts]
sinnerforhire : [Dean, Sam, John (gen): Dean is hiding that a lingering cold has turned into pneumonia to go on a hunt in the middle of a howling storm]
tcs1121 : [Dean can sense the tension in the months before Sam leaves for Stanford, and he starts smoking heavily. Heh. Sam tries to get him to quit]
maychorian : [Teen!chesters -- Dean is badly injured on a hunt (broken leg/s a huge bonus) but still has to go to high school 'cause he's a senior and needs to graduate, and Sam keeps an eye out for him...]
uhzoomzip : [Jensen/jared - Jensen has appendicitis and collapses in the middle of a scene]
july_july_july : [Dean, John (gen): Teen!Dean is allowed to accompany John and another hunter on a hunt. The hunter keeps putting Dean down. In the end he is careless and does something stupid, so Dean gets hurt himself while protecting him. Featuring angry!scary!badass!John who rips the hunter a new one for putting his sons life in danger]
rei17 :  [Sam, Dean (gen): Narcoleptic!Dean], [Part 2+3]
momentine : [Teen!Dean drops acid (accidentally or on purpose) and has a bad trip, and Sammy has to talk him down off the roof of their house/apartment...]
hope_calaris : [J2: First time is a disaster (every possible accident is fine but nothing remotely non-con or dub-con, please!)]
deluweil : [J2: Jared realizes something's wrong with Jensen when Harley and Sadie wake him up in the middle of the night ...]
Maxine: [J2- in the middle of a scene jensen is stabbed in the stomach with a real knife instead of a prop]             
a_starfish : [Erratically driving the impala crazy/concussed Sam, with pursuing in another car Dean]
roque_clasique : [Teen!Dean drops acid (accidentally or on purpose) and has a bad trip, and Sammy has to talk him down off the roof of their house/apartment...]
iniq : [Stanford era Dean and Bobby, gen. Dean gets injured (I ain't particular on this) and Bobby's the one who has to patch him up], [Part 2 (slash!) ]
sinnerforhire : [Sam, Dean (gen) - Dean has a seizure]
july_july_july : [Sam/Jess. Sam gets homesick at Stanford. He can't tell Jess any details, but he's hurt and she's comforting]
ariadnes_string : [J2: Jared is off doing promo work for Friday the 13th while Jensen stays behind to film. Extra long days and no Jared means no sleep for Jensen and he gets sick]
Anonymous: [Sam, Dean (Gen or Wincest) - S4. Sam starts to sleep way more than usual. Cue worried Dean]
audleyssecret : [J2: Jensen has a very strong headache while filming a scene of Supernatural. He almost faints so the Director tells him to go take a nap in his trailer. Jared takes care of him]
july_july_july : [Dean, Sam, John (gen): Dean is hiding that a lingering cold has turned into pneumonia to go on a hunt (possibly following Sam and/or John without them knowing?) in the middle of a howling storm]
bellatemple : [Narcoleptic!Dean], [Part 2], [Part 3], [Part 4]
lissa_ann :   [Sam, Dean (gen): Post 4.18, Sam falls apart and tries to kill himself because of the events of the last few months. He doesn't want to go darkside, and believes he will because of Dean's comment about it], [Part 2], [Part 3]
sinnerforhire : [J2: Jensen's in a car accident. Jared tries to make him feel better]
saberivojo : [Sam, Dean (gen): Teen!Sam spends some time at a camp while Dean and John are on a hunting trip. One night, exhausted!hungry!(maybe even hurt)Dean sneaks into the camp to check on his little brother], [Part 2], [Part 3]
july_july_july : [Dean, Sam, Castiel; PTSD!Castiel or traumatized!Castiel, maybe as a result of torture, rape, I dunno. Taken in and cared for]
saralikeme : [RPS - Jared or Jensen gets a bad stomach bug and tries to keep it a secret so shooting doesn't get delayed]
tir_synni : [Dean, Sam, John: AU after first season's car crash. The YED is dead, John didn't make the deal. But after Dean wakes up from the coma he's not the same as before (might be PTSD, physical or mental disabilities or he's in need of constant treatmeant due to some injuries, stuff like that). I'd love to read something where Sam, Dean and John settle down somewhere and try to find a way back into a normal life]
fhionnuiscetine : [Sam, Dean (gen): Set sometime in season four. Sam has a fever and Dean is taking care of him. Sam also tells his brother he thinks Dean doesn't love him anymore, and Dean convinces him otherwise]
dodger_winslow : [Bobby and John, gen. John is injured on a hunt and Bobby knows that he has to get him back to his boys]
fhionnuiscetine : [Sam, Dean, Jess (gen, het): AU (obviously), Jess gets hit on rather aggressively. Protective!Sam&Dean, please]
riverbella : [Dean, Sam, John (gen): Dean loses an eye and has to re-learn hunting stuff with his new, altered depth perception]
embroiderama : [John, Dean, Sam (gen): John gets a call from school, that one of his boys got hurt/passed out during class ...], [Part 2], [Part 3], [Part 4]
maychorian : [Dean, John (gen): Teen!Dean (16-18-ish) is allowed to accompany John and another hunter on a hunt. The hunter keeps putting Dean down. In the end the other dude is careless and does something stupid, so Dean gets hurt himself while protecting him. I really want angry!scary!badass!John who rips the hunter a new one for putting his sons life in danger]
i_speak_tongue : [Dean, Sam, gen, S1-4: Dean hurts his hands or his arms and can't use them and Sam has to feed him and shave him and tuck him in and tie his sneakers and button up his little flannel shirts], [Part 2]. [Part 3]. [Part 4a]. [Part 4b]
Maxine: [Dean is de-aged (physically) but even though his mind is still his, his body is a kid’s and he needs a nap. Sam attempts to convince him of this; Dean is NOT impressed. But in the end he falls asleep on Sam's shoulder anyway]
sinnerforhire : [J2: Feverish Jensen, Nightmare Jensen, Jared comforts him]
ariadnes_string : [Dean, Sam, Castiel (gen): Dean has a fever or a concussion and thinks he's back in hell. Sam and Castiel have to look after him and try and talk him through it]
deluweil : [J2: Jensen and Jared are in a bar to see Chris and Steve on stage, when a fight starts not very far from Jensen and he gets caught in it and gets hurt]
audleyssecret : [J2: Jensen and Jared are in a bar to see Chris and Steve on stage, when a fight starts not very far from Jensen and he gets caught in it and gets hurt]
tir_synni : [Dean, John (gen): Dean loses an eye and has to re-learn hunting stuff with his new, altered depth perception], [Part 2], [Part 3]
Maxine:  [J2:Jensen has a punctured or collapsed lung]
iniq : [J2: Asthmatic!Jensen]
rosestoo : [Sam, Dean (Gen): If your sister or your brother were stumbling on their last mile ~ in a self-inflicted exile]
tripoverhercats : [Dean, Bobby (gen): Pre series : Dean is hunting solo. Sam is at school, not returning his calls, Dad has gone off the grid as well. A big bad gets Dean in the forest, and he knows he is dying -- it's a dangerous gig, but he calls Bobby because he doesn't want to check out alone]
tir_synni : [J2 : Jensen has some kind of ailment that ends up being exacerbated by plane travel. Bring on the in-air hurt/comfort]
woodsbaile_02 : [J2: ared realizes something's wrong with Jensen when Harley and Sadie wake him up in the middle of the night ...], [Part 2], [Part 3], [Part 4]
sg2009: [Dean, Sam (gen): Dean is de-aged and for some reason they can't change him back for awhile. Meanwhile a nasty gets wind of Dean's vulnerability, and he is kidnapped and moderately mistreated, PTSD!Dean]
theditor : [J2: Jensen has an allergic reaction to something on set & goes into anaphylactic shock & almost dies in Jared's arms]
faye_dartmouth : [Sam, John, Pastor Jim (gen): Ten-year-old Sammy wakes up in the backseat of the Impala to find the car in the ditch; John trapped, bloody and out-of-his-head-confused in the front seat; and the passenger door hanging open with Dean nowhere to be found]
no_apologies_86 : [Sam, Dean (gen): After 4.18 TMATEOTS Dean reads Chuck's Mystery Spot book and finally gets the full story. Because it's never too late for surprise!Mystery Spot codas], [Part 2]
tir_synni : [Sam, Dean (gen) : Weechesters. A training session ends badly when Sam gets hurt trying to meet John's expectations]
geminigrl11 : [Dean, Sam, Castiel (gen): Apocalypse/War timeframe. Dean and Sam have been separated (by choice, Angelic intervention, what-have-you) for weeks when Dean, seemingly randomly, finds Sam in an abandoned church, bloody and half-insane from trauma]
rei17 : [Sam, Dean (gen): girl!Dean, Sam Sam's sister gets hurt and it's the first time he realizes just how fragile his sister really is]
Anonymous: [Sam, Dean (gen):Weechesters - Sam is poisoned by a bite he receives from a supernatural creature during a hunt. Dean to the rescue]    
katriel1987 : [Sam, Dean (gen): Exhausted-to-the-point-of collapse Dean]
uhzoomzip : [Dean, Sam, post 4.16: Dean’s in the hospital and not getting better as fast as he should be due to medical complications/a way overdue emotional breakdown/whatever, and Sam is kind of scarily protective of him and intimidates all the staff/pretty angels]
roque_clasique : [Dean, John, (gen): Dean in traction. Multiple broken bones. Surgery. Weird scary external fixators]
mad_server : [Sam, Dean (gen): Dean is sick and wears one of Sam's hoodies]
a_starfish : [Sam, Bobby, Dean (gen): Sam's S4 powers make him ill]
selene_13 : [Sam, Dean (gen): Sam and Dean are in a car accident and Dean is more worried about the damage to the car than the damage to himself, even though he's actually quite badly hurt]
kiscinca : [Sam, Dean (gen): S4, dealing with Sam's drinking whilst Dean was gone], [Part 2], [Part 3], [Part 4]
Maxine:  [Dean, Sam, Bobby (gen): I need a story where Dean has been de-aged (physically &mentally).Sam takes him to Bobby's & they both look after the little guy until they can get big Dean back]
iniq : [J2: For some reason, Jared thinks Jensen did something and is mad at him/ yells at him. Turns out, Jensen didn't do anything, and is pretty hurt Jared could think he'd do something like that . ]
Anonymous: [Sam, Dean, (Gen): S4, Dean has an especially effed up relationship with pain now, Sam finds out/realises]
hope_calaris : [J2: Jensen wet and in Jared's clothes]
tir_synni : [Sam, Dean (gen):  Dean falls in a lake in the middle of winter. Hypothermic!Dean]
tir_synni : [Sam,  Dean (gen)  : Dean gets a pretty nasty scar that cuts across his lips (but it's actually extremely hot and badass he just doesn't realize it) and he's really self-conscious about laughing or smiling or anything to do with his mouth, maybe stops talking or something. Sam comforts him]
saralikeme : [John, Sam (gen): Dean is gone for a few days for some reason and when Sam falls sick, it falls to John to do the things that Dean usually does for his little brother]
woodsbaile_02 : [Chris, Jensen (gen): Jensen gets hit on rather aggressively by a stranger in a bar]
sg2009:  [Sam, Dean (gen): Dean has sneeze syncope (faints for a short time after sneezing)]
mad_server : [Sam, Dean (gen): Due to his "rehymenated" body not coming with all the resistance to things his old body had built up, Dean keeps getting sick]
july_july_july : [Sam, Dean (gen): Dean shows up at Stanford Sam's freshman year with a through-and-through bullet wound in his leg (or somewhere else, if you must), and Sam patches him up as his roommate quietly freaks out]
a_starfish : [Sam, Dean (gen): Dean gets a pretty nasty scar that cuts across his lips (but it's actually extremely hot and badass he just doesn't realize it) and he's really self-conscious about laughing or smiling or anything to do with his mouth, maybe stops talking or something. Sam comforts him]
legoline : [Sam, Dean gen): Dean with a limp]
tir_synni : [Sam, dean (gen): Dean has broken up with his boyfriend and is moping - but doesn't dare tell Sam the real reason in case they freak]
kiscinca : [Sam, Dean (gen): Set after "Metamorphosis". Sam has his third cold in two months, and Dean takes care of him]
innocentculprit : [Sam, Dean (gen): Dean has a concussion and a fever and is confused and headachy and tired and sad and sleepy]
Anonymous: [Sam, Dean (AU): Sam is a doctor now,one night Dean shows up at his hospital...] inspired by this graphic (@animotus )
iniq : [Sam, Dean (AU): Sam is a doctor now, one night Dean shows up at the hospital ....] inspired by this graphic (@animotus )
iniq : [J2: Jensen limps and Jared worries]
twasadark : [Sam, Dean (gen): Set sometime in season four. Sam has a fever and Dean is taking care of him]
sinnerforhire : [J2 + Misha: Misha feels like a bit of an outsider when he joins the SPN cast, because Jared and Jensen are so close. He gets hurt on set somehow and finally gets accepted as 'one of the boys']
sinnerforhire : [Jared, Jensen, Misha (RPF) - The three of them are hanging out in the free time, someone starts having heart trouble]
sinnerforhire [J2: One of the boys get sick with the flu and the other takes care of him]
deadmandarcie : [Dean, Castiel (gen) - Little!Dean gets hurt somehow and his "guardian angel" Castiel comforts him.], [Part 2], [Part 3]
weesta : [Jensen, Misha (gen): Jensen and Misha are running lines together when Misha collapses. Worried!Jensen ensues]
deadmandarcie : [Sam and Dean (Gen). A curse stops Sam from sleeping, ever.]
tir_synni : [Sam, Dean (wincesty): Hurt of your choice, but Dean is unconscious or out of it in some way so that Sam has to undress him. Dean is wearing girl panties.]
sinnerforhire : [J2: After some long and exhausting shoots, (bruised/hurty!)Jensen falls asleep on the couch while they're watching a movie together - with an ice pack on his shoulder]
i_speak_tongue : [Sam, Dean (gen): Outsider POV from someone in Dean's junior year ceramics class -- Dean busts one of his arms/shoulder and can't spin the clay on the wheel, so he's stuck making coil pots one-handed. Sam's in the woodworking class down the hall and sometimes he stops by to mock his brother.]



 
 
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roque_clasiqueroque_clasique on April 20th, 2009 07:31 am (UTC)
please?
Dean with a limp!

Or anything where Dean has a permanently injured leg and can't walk well and it makes him sad.

C'mon guys, I don't have the monopoly on this one ;)
Not Quite by Firelight: Dean - Please stop trying to kill metahirire on April 20th, 2009 03:18 pm (UTC)
Re: please?
OOOh, there is this awesome verse like that ... who writes that ... hmmm ..... dang it, whasserNAME, I just can't seem to remember .....
roque_clasiqueroque_clasique on April 20th, 2009 04:05 pm (UTC)
Re: please?
I think i read that one...
it got kinda boring after a while.
and the author seemed really mean :(
Re: please? - tahirire on April 20th, 2009 04:23 pm (UTC) (Expand)
Re: please? - roque_clasique on April 20th, 2009 04:33 pm (UTC) (Expand)
Re: please? - tahirire on April 20th, 2009 04:34 pm (UTC) (Expand)
Live like you mean it and love til you feel it: Sam Dean [working]rei17 on April 20th, 2009 03:49 pm (UTC)
Re: please?
Just a question - did you do research for your drive 'verse? Because it seems all so realistic. If yes, what did you research?
roque_clasiqueroque_clasique on April 20th, 2009 04:07 pm (UTC)
Re: please?
I did do some research, because I really didn't want to be medically inaccurate, though i'm sure as hell no med student or doctor. I just researched as it came along -- did a lot of research on medication, some research on hip injuries and convalescence, on depression, on disability, researched crutches a little... Did a ton of research on alcoholism, actually, for the more recent stories. I'm glad you think it comes off as realistic!
Re: please? - rei17 on April 20th, 2009 04:31 pm (UTC) (Expand)
Re: please? - roque_clasique on April 20th, 2009 04:37 pm (UTC) (Expand)
Re: please? - rei17 on April 20th, 2009 04:54 pm (UTC) (Expand)
Steffi: Supernatural - Dean Sam AHBL Custom Madelegoline on April 24th, 2009 10:04 am (UTC)
Re: please?
You shouldn't dare me like that :D
roque_clasiqueroque_clasique on April 24th, 2009 01:50 pm (UTC)
Re: please?
oh, PLEASE????
Re: please? - legoline on April 24th, 2009 02:31 pm (UTC) (Expand)
Re: please? - rei17 on April 24th, 2009 02:35 pm (UTC) (Expand)
Re: please? - legoline on April 24th, 2009 02:40 pm (UTC) (Expand)
Re: please? - roque_clasique on April 24th, 2009 03:07 pm (UTC) (Expand)
Re: please? - legoline on April 24th, 2009 03:16 pm (UTC) (Expand)
Re: please? - roque_clasique on April 24th, 2009 03:23 pm (UTC) (Expand)
Re: please? - legoline on April 24th, 2009 03:43 pm (UTC) (Expand)
Re: please? - (Anonymous) on April 24th, 2009 09:04 pm (UTC) (Expand)
Re: please? - roque_clasique on April 24th, 2009 09:08 pm (UTC) (Expand)
Re: please? - legoline on April 26th, 2009 09:18 pm (UTC) (Expand)
Steffi: Diverses - California Frontierlegoline on April 26th, 2009 09:04 pm (UTC)
In The Long Run - Part I
Okay. This is probably not what you had in mind, but...well, I hope you like it a little. Somehow, it turned out to be 3,000 words long O_O (Please bear in mind that I am really, really busy right now to the point where I just typed this up and had no time to find a beta. So all weird vocabulary and grammar is all mine...:-) But anyway, here goes...

In The Long Run (PG-13, Gen)

Dean has the best timing ever, no kidding. Or yeah, kidding, because seriously, Dean has the worst timing in the world. Probably in the entire universe. You’d think that thirty years would give him enough time to screw up his legs and have it be set in a hospital afterwards to make a full recovery.

No.

Dean has to go and break his leg in the middle of the damn apocalypse. Just after all hospitals have been stripped clear of medication by people just as desperate as Sam is.

Dean breaks his leg during a particularly nasty earthquake. One minute he’s trying to hold on to the ground beside Sam and the next moment, he’s vanished into an abyss that wasn’t there before. Sam screams, tries to see, but Dean remains hidden behind a wall of dust and dirt. Sam coughs, and digs his fingers into the soil.

After the shaking earth calms down and the fog sets, he spots his brother. Dean’s about ten feet below him, not too much, thank God, and he yells something at Sam that Sam doesn’t understand. Because Sam is busy staring at Dean’s left leg that seems to be in a very weird angle, an angle that shouldn’t by rights be possible…

The leg is broken. Thankfully the bone hasn’t penetrated the flesh as far as Sam can tell, but there are no doctors and medication, no x-rays and scans that can support his theory. There are only improvised splints made of planks that Sam uses to set Dean’s leg. He uses the last bit of alcohol they carry with them to disinfect wounds to get Dean drunk enough so the setting will hurt less—and still Dean winces and groans as the leg snaps back into its old position. There’s no way of telling whether Sam has managed to position the fractured bones so they will connect and heal though.

Dean’s lying on rotting straw in the ruins of some old barn, pale face and dark freckles. He doesn’t even notice when Sam pushes back on his feet and stumbles outside. Dean is too occupied trying to endure the pain and pretending it’s not hurting at all.

Sam wipes sweat from his forehead as he steps outside and glances up at the starless night. Then he bends over, and throws up.

Of course, that is not the end of it. Because Dean has to do things properly, he runs a fever for eight days after that. The wound is infected, the bones not healing like they should. Sam doesn’t sleep during the time, snaps awake from naps only to press a wet towel against Dean’s neck. Sam’s long given up praying, but he prays for that entire week.



Steffi: Diverses - Travel Motellegoline on April 26th, 2009 09:06 pm (UTC)
In The Long Run - Part II
***

He keeps Dean in bed for a month, ordering him to rest and let the leg heal. At first Dean doesn’t protest much because he’s too weak and spends most of the time asleep anyway. Sam goes out to find food and more water, and that turns into a tricky thing when he has to venture in greater cycles to find bread or berries or vegetables while Dean is getting restless and insisting on coming along. Sam still goes on his own eventually, but he never knows what stupid thing Dean will do next when Sam’s not there.

Sam’s not there for example when Dean tries to stand up the first time, but when he returns one day—a few berries and some carrots in his bag—he finds his brother on the bed of straw, panting, face pulled into a grimace.

“Shit, Dean, what did you do?”

“Gonna need crutches,” Dean says.
***

They’re miles from the next town and an old barn isn’t a place where people typically store crutches. But Sam finds tools, a hammer and a saw and some rusty nails. So they take apart the divider that separates the boxes for the horses that used to live here, and Sam builds Dean an appliance that can at least be used as crutches.

Walking hurts him like a bitch, even if his bad leg doesn’t even touch the ground, but Sam knows his brother too well to expect an admission.

“We got to get goin’,” Dean says. He’s limping up and down the barn with his makeshift crutches, a fine layer of sweat on his forehead. “We got to find out if Bobby’s still alive.”

Dean’s right, of course he is. Phones won’t work, nothing that needs electricity to run works. The streets are torn and blocked with chunks of solid rock. They’ve got to walk the distance and Sam’s figured that it will take them about a week if they follow the interstates. Or it would take them one week if both of them were healthy with fully cooperative legs. No way Dean can make that distance.

But when Sam tells him that all that Dean replies is, “The longer we wait, the higher chances are Bobby will leave his house behind to find other survivors. He won’t wait to see if we show up forever, if he waits at all. If he’s still…”

And that’s that.

***

The first day, Dean makes it for three miles before his strength leaves him and he collapses. His good leg just buckles and Sam catches him right in time before Dean falls hard and screws up his leg even more.

He’d seen it coming for the past mile. The crutches had been shaking violently, the steps becoming shorter and less steady. Dean tried to hide it, but his lips were two thin lines and his eyes were fixed on the ground before him as if that would be enough to keep him on his feet.

“Dean, you gotta take a break,” Sam says. Dean eases on what’s left of the road, and shakes his head.

“No time,” he pants.

“Your leg—“

Dean shakes his head. “No.”

They rest for a while, and Dean keeps quiet. Above them storm clouds gather, but he doesn’t seem to notice. His eyes are fixed on something in the distance, something that Sam can’t see.

They make it another mile in the afternoon before they find an abandoned motel that hasn’t been wrecked by the shaking earth. Dean wants to keep moving, even though his shirt is soaked in sweat, but Sam argues that it could be miles until they find another place to sit out the nearing thunderstorm, and reluctantly Dean agrees. His head has barely hit the pillows when he’s already asleep.

Sam doesn’t have a map, but he internalised the freeways and interstates a long time ago, and before his inner eye now unfolds the net of roads and highways, and he goes over it again and again trying to find a faster way to get to Bobby’s place.

There isn’t.

***


Edited at 2009-04-26 09:07 pm (UTC)
roque_clasiqueroque_clasique on April 26th, 2009 09:08 pm (UTC)
Re: In The Long Run - Part II
AAAH I am online right now and so excited that you are posting this so I thought I would jump in and tell you a) You just posted the same part twice! and b) I am so excited.
Re: In The Long Run - Part II - legoline on April 26th, 2009 09:09 pm (UTC) (Expand)
Steffi: Diverses - California Frontierlegoline on April 26th, 2009 09:08 pm (UTC)
In The Long Run - Part III
***

It takes Dean three more days of limping, of tumbling and tripping and trying to catch his breath, of falling behind and willing himself to continue until he suggests for the first time that Sam should leave him behind.

“I’m just slowing you down,” he slurs. He’s propped up against the trunk of a burnt tree, eyes closed. His broken leg is stiff, and Sam never sees Dean attempting to bend it, let alone put weight on it. It’s got to be hurting like crazy even when Dean doesn’t do anything, even when he’s just sitting down. Sam knew it was too early, and he knows he is not a doctor and the things that may have gone wrong setting the leg scare the crap out of him.

“I’m not leaving you behind.” Sam peels out of his shirt and props it in the curve of Dean’s neck as a pillow.

“You could come back again later.” The words come out as an exhausted sigh. Sam puts the back of his hand against Dean’s cheek, and the skin is cool and clammy.

“Just shut up.”

“I mean it,” Dean breathes. “I’m just…” His voice trails off, and it takes a moment until he picks up the sentence. “I can try to follow. Meet you halfway. But…I can’t…I’m slowing you down.”

“Dean.” It’s a half annoyed, half defeated sound. Sam eases down on the ground next to his brother until their shoulders are touching. Wind ruffles Sam’s hair. He hasn’t combed it in weeks. Tried to wash it, every now and then, but the only things he carries in his rucksack are a few weapons, a few clothes, and pictures. And Dad’s journal. That’s it. It’s all he could save.

“Sammy…”

“I’m not leaving you here. Alone. With that leg, okay?”

“Nobody’s here,” Dean argues and that’s true. They haven’t seen people or any creature really in a long time. A few bodies, here and there, but Sam would have expected long caravans of refugees. Hordes of demons. But there’s no one.

“It’s either both of us or neither,” Sam says. He waits for Dean to answer, but exhaustion has claimed his brother. His head sinks against Sam’s shoulder. And Sam, because he’s so damn tired, tilts his head so that it rests against Dean’s, and closes his eyes.

***

“It’s not healing right,” Dean says one day, out of the blue and in a voice so tiny that Sam’s not even sure it’s really Dean talking.

“What do you mean?”

Another roadside motel. Empty, as all of them. But at least there are still some canned goods in the storage room, so that night they eat the healthiest they have in a while. They’ve been going for ten days, and they’ve almost put half of the distance past them.

Dean tries, he really does. But there is only so much pain his body can take before it collapses. With each day, that time span between Dean setting out and Dean having to take a break and sleep the pain off grows shorter. He’s exhausted and going on the last bits of his strength, they both know it, but Dean refuses to quit.

“It feels weird.” Dean shrugs. He digs the spoon into the ravioli half-heartedly. They have to eat all food cold, because the stove isn’t working and Sam doesn’t want to set the motel on fire. “Like…they’re not growing together. The bones.”

“Shit.”

“It’s gonna be screwed up forever.”

Sam watches his brother as he pushes the ravioli around in the can without taking a bite. Dean’s lost weight—well, hey both have. But Dean’s already using up the last reserves of his strength, and he is constantly exhausted and shit, he needs to eat or—

“You don’t know that.”

“No?” Dean laughs bitterly. “What are you gonna do? Break the leg again and set it new? Doctors can do that, but as far as I can tell, there are no doctors around. Anywhere.”

“It might still heal,” Sam says with the defiance of someone who knows there is no hope, and hopes just because.

Dean shakes his head and releases a sharp sigh. “No, it’s not.”

He puts the can aside without having taken a bite, and pulls his bad leg up on the bed with a hiss. It doesn’t even bend a little, even with the splint off. Dean mutters something about taking a nap and Sam mutters something about Dean finishing his meal first, but Dean’s already asleep.

***
Steffi: Diverses - On The Roadlegoline on April 26th, 2009 09:10 pm (UTC)
In The Long Run - Part IV
***

Five days later, the fever’s back. After three-quarters of the way, his body finally gives in under the strain that Dean has put himself through. He goes to bed one night, and doesn’t wake up the next morning.

Sam has no pain killers. No antibiotics. Nothing to bring the fever down but water. He places wet towels on Dean’s neck and on his forehead. He talks, mutters, coaxes Dean into waking up. He pours drops of water into his brother’s mouth, rubbing Dean’s throat so that he’ll swallow the liquid. He doesn’t sleep, knows that he should, but he can’t. He needs to stay awake, needs to monitor Dean’s fever.

Fevers shouldn’t be like that, shouldn’t threaten to take everything that you’ve got left away from you. It should be treatable with pills, it should be nasty but it should be okay in the end. Give him a sleepless night or two but with the knowledge deep down inside that everything will be fine. This here, though, is some fucked up new reality where all it takes to rip his brother away from him is a fever.

The fever spikes in the late afternoon and again the day after that in the evening. Dean’s semi-conscious in the moments between when the fever ebbs away just to wash over him again stronger after that.

When Dean is aware of his surroundings, he begs. Begs Sam to just leave him here, let him die. He can’t fight with his leg like that, he’s only going to get Sam killed because he makes such easy prey. He’s slowing Sam down, and the leg hurts so much, so fucking much.

“Please, Sam,” he whispers. His voice sounds raw and broken, his eyes shine like glass. “Just leave me here. Go. Find others. Find Bobby.”

Sam shakes his head, bites his lip and tries hard not to cry. Dean’s fingers fumble for the collar of his shirt, for his wrists, anything he can hold onto. “Please.”

“No,” Sam manages out. “No.”

A Sam that might be a sob escapes Dean’s lips. His fingers loosen their grip, sink back on the mattress.

“I’m sorry, Dean,” Sam says. “I’m sorry, but I can’t.”

***

Dean never talks about those days when he was delirious enough to admit defeat and beg Sam to just let him die there. He pretends it never happened, but he grows even quieter after that. When Sam talks to him he answers in short one-word sentences. He’s still shaky on his feet, but it’s like he has decided he won’t let that stop him. He marches on stubbornly, as if the constant pain has numbed him so much he doesn’t notice anymore.

Sam attempts to slow him down, but Dean won’t have it.

“You’re just going to catch another fever,” Sam says.

“No I won’t,” Dean replies, as if that statement alone makes it true. He keeps going as if his life depends on getting to Bobby’s place as quickly as possible. He stumbles, trips, but that doesn’t slow him down. He ignores these hick-ups and keeps on walking, and Sam really doesn’t know where the sudden burst of energy comes from.

Edited at 2009-04-26 09:13 pm (UTC)
Steffi: Diverses - Travel Motellegoline on April 26th, 2009 09:13 pm (UTC)
In The Long Run - Part V
Bobby’s house has survived the earthquakes, but there are cracks in the walls and the lower bathroom is flooded. Bobby’s not there. Looks like he hasn’t been for a few months.

“We didn’t miss him,” Sam says. “He was gone long before we set out.”

Dean nods, like he doesn’t really believe it but nods out of courtesy.

He drops on the old couch with a sigh and curls up, his head sinking into the soft pillows. He falls asleep instantly, and even though it’s only noon he doesn’t wake up until the next morning. Maybe he borrowed strength that he didn’t have, Sam thinks, and needs to pay it back now. He feels his brother’s forehead but it’s cool, and Dean’s breath is coming in steady draws. He’s not sick. Just really, really exhausted. Sam curls up on the floor beside him, and sleeps too.

Dean is strangely at ease the next day. He eats well enough, picks up little conversations with Sam and seems to be perfectly fine just resting on the couch for a while. He even smiles at little, occasionally nods to himself like this here is just right, like this is what gave him the strength to walk those last few of miles.
“This is good,” he says in the afternoon. Outside it’s growing dark rapidly, and Sam rummages through the cupboards and cabinets to find some candles. He turns around, glances over his shoulder and Dean is nothing but a shadow in the dim light.

“What is?”

“This.” Sam sees his brother making a broad gesture. “I can stay here.”

We can,” Sam corrects him.

“Yeah.” He doesn’t sound convinced. There’s more. “Sam,” he adds hoarsely. “I…”

He stops, lost for words, but far be it from Sam to prompt him. He knows what his stubborn ass of a brother’s going to say anyway. Dean’s probably been waiting for the dark all day long so that he won’t have to look Sam in the eye when he gets the words out of his system.

“I know you want to fight,” Dean finally forces out. “I know you want to be in that war, on the right side. Fighting. And they need you, too. You know it.”

Sam listens. Doesn’t say anything. In the dark, he sees Dean shift uncomfortably.

“Just…this place is good. Safe. I can stay downstairs. I can sleep here. I’ll be fine.”

“What if you get sick again?” The tone of his voice surprises as much as it scares him. When did he start sounding like a terrified four-year old? “What if demons come? What if there’s another earth quake?”

Dean stays quiet, so Sam continues. “I’m not gonna leave you here so you can put a bullet to your head.”

Silence. Long, suffocating silence. Then Dean’s voice, tiny.

“It hurts so much, Sam. So fucking much. And I’m useless now. Can’t fight. Can’t even walk on my own. Just…shit, Sam. Let me do this for you.”

The worst part about it is that in his screwed-up mind, Dean actually thinks he’d be doing Sam a favour. In the darkness, Sam fumbles his way back to the couch. He wishes he could toss something around, just throw some damn plates against the wall. If he could, he’d scream at Dad. “Look. Look what you’ve done to him!” Instead, he wordlessly helps Dean back into a lying position, and Dean, who seems tired all of a sudden, lets it happen. Sam props him up against pillows and helps him get the stiff leg on the couch. He puts cushions under the leg and Dean sighs heavily.

“This…the apocalypse? It’s not going to last forever. Our side is going to win. Somehow, they will. And then everything will be better. We will rebuild everything. And your leg will be better too. You’ve got to hold out until then.”

“Sam—“

But Sam doesn’t let him finish. “It will get better. You’ll see.”

A moment passes, before Dean briefly nods. “Okay,” he says. “Okay.”

-End-





Okay. I'm done and gonna go hide now :D

I'm also done editing now. *face palm* Stupid character limits on comments.

Edited at 2009-04-26 09:15 pm (UTC)
roque_clasiqueroque_clasique on April 26th, 2009 09:30 pm (UTC)
Re: In The Long Run - Part V
*screams*

YOU GAVE ME APOCAFIC!!!

This was everything I wanted, everything, and APOCAFIC ON TOP! I just read it through twice, and loved every moment. Love Dean alternating between bouts of despair and that fierce determination, Sam steadfastly refusing to give up on him -- so perfect and so, so painful. And with some beautiful detail, like the makeshift crutches from the horse divider, and Dean leaning against the trunk of a burnt tree.

The only problem? You can't end it here!!! Seriously -- I need more.

Thanks so much for answering my prompt! This was all I could have wished for.
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animotusanimotus on April 26th, 2009 09:58 pm (UTC)
Re: In The Long Run - Part V
OPS!!!I commentd on roque's comment!:P
Anyway...I hate you!This is beautiful,my new obsession is hurt!dean apocafics!And I want him with longer hair too!;D
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