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11 April 2009 @ 09:10 pm
Hurt/Comfort-Meme  
A while ago, I promised you a comment-fic-meme as soon as we reached 100 members. And here it is!

Teh Rulez
01. Comment to this post with your prompt and desired pairing(s). Be as specific or unspecific as you like.
For example: "Sam, Dean (gen): hypothermia" or "Jared/Jensen: Jared gets hurt on set, Rating: at least R" or "Dean/Castiel: Castiel comforts Dean after a nightmare"
If you are unsure about a certain pairing or prompt, please go to our profile and read the general rules or ask in our FAQs
02. Post as many prompts as you like - but one prompt per comment only, please!
03. If you find a prompt that strikes your fancy, jump in and write some comment fic for the prompt poster
04. More than one comment fic response to a prompt is absolutely acceptable. (There is no such thing as too much hurt/comfort!)
05. Tell your friends to tell their friends to come and join the fun, add a prompt, write a fic and leave some love for the authors! ^___^
06. Play nice - no flames, no bashing is allowed here! If I see a rude comment to a prompt or a fic repsonse, I'll delete it without further warning.
07. Please no spam-comments and please don't ask questions about the meme here - use the FAQs-post. =)

And most important of all: Have lots of fun - make them bleed, make them cry, make them argue and most of all: let them hug and cuddle to make it all better! ;)


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Masterlist of fics:
lissa_ann : [Dean, Sam (gen): Teen!Sam gets roofied, big brother Dean to the rescue]
shadowofcastiel : [Dean/Castiel (slash, PG-13): Castiel hugs an agitated, distressed Dean]
9_of_clubs : [Dean/Castiel. Castiel gets punished for bending the rules to help Dean]
sinnerforhire : [Sam, Dean: Chickenpox]
authoressnebula : [Sam, Dean (gen), Post 4.18, Sam falls apart and tries to kill himself because of the events of the last few months]
tahirire : [Sam, Dean (gen): Teen!Sam spends some time at a camp while Dean and John are on a hunting trip. One night, exhausted!hurt!Dean sneaks into the camp to check on his little brother]
indigominstrels :  [JDM/Jensen/Jared: Jensen gets a very bad news from his family and won't eat for days. Jared and JDM get worried and don't want Jensen to be sick on top of it all]
persuna : [Gen. Sam gets hurt trying to save one of the seals. Protective!Dean and protective!Castiel]
blualbino : [Dean/Fallen!Castiel: Castiel gets his first dose of human illness and Dean has to take care of him]
maychorian : [Dean, Castiel (gen) - Little!Dean gets hurt somehow and his "guardian angel" Castiel comforts him]
blualbino [Sam, Dean (gen): After 4.18 TMATEOTS Dean reads Chuck's Mystery Spot book and finally gets the full story]
tahirire : [Sam, Pamela: AU of 4.01 or other S4 episode. Pamela can see Sam's strife and comforts Sam.]
charlie_d_blue : [Gen: A demon has a grudge against Castiel (maybe for his role in getting Dean saved, or in killing Alistair). Sam and Dean arrive in time to save their angel, but there's repair & comfort needed, of course]
sinnerforhire : [Dean, Sam (gen) - Dean gets hurt (breaks leg) and Sam has to carry him, much to Dean's dismay]
Anonymous
: [Sam, Dean (gen): Post BUaBS. Sam wakes up, middle of the road, middle of the night, middle of nowhere. Dean's run the tank bone dry]
atimi : [Jared/Jensen: Jensen + sunstroke + worried!Jared]
schwarze_elster : [Sam, Dean (gen): Dean falls down a hole in a cemetery. Sammy helps his big brother]
fhionnuiscetine :   [Sam (gen): what happened to Sam while Dean was in hell]
violet_eyes : [J2: Somehow the boys end up in the middle of a bank robbery and being taken hostage. Jared gets shot. Lots of angst ensues]
autumn_lilacs : [Bobby, Dean, gen. In early Season 2, the Impala is still in terrible shape. The car, she is hurt. The car, she needs comfort. Dean and Bobby provide]
rei17 :   [Dean, Sam (gen) - Dean gets hurt (breaks leg?) and Sam has to carry him, much to Dean's dismay]
parislove27 : [Sam, Dean (gen) - Dean passes out of the wheel of the Impala]
i_speak_tongue : [Dean, Sam (Gen): Dean saves a cat from a flooded storm water drain. Gets cold, wet and scratched up for his troubles; Sam tries not to laugh whilst patching him up]
hope_calaris : [Sam, Dean (gen): One of the guys has a health scare, the other worries and comforts]
ginzai :  [Sam, Dean, Bobby (gen): Bobby is severely injured helping the boys, the boys have to figure out how to save him for once. Bonus points for extremely protective boys]
blualbino :  [J2 or Sam, Dean: During workout/sports/training/messing around one of the boys accidentally hurts the other.]
blueeyedliz : [Jared/Jensen: Jared gets attacked by a stranger and Jensen finds him afterwards]
fhionnuiscetine : [Sam experiences extreme emotional distress after discovering that their fangirls think he's a necropheliac. Dean confronts this problem with his Righteous Brotherly Rage(TM)]
tahirire : [Sam, Dean (gen) - Sam comforts Dean for a change, making sure he knows he's worth it]
tripoli : [Sam (gen): what happened to Sam while Dean was in hell]
ginzai : [Dean, John (gen): Stanford-era, Sam is gone and Dean sleeps too little and eats too little and John doesn't realize how much he suffers until Dean gets sick/hurt]
tahirire : [Sam, Dean (gen): Unhinged, tied up Sam with a side order of badass protective Dean please]
i_speak_tongue : [Sam, Dean, John (Gen): Dean stops eating for days on end for reasons unknown and Sam has to get his big bro to eat again]
tir_synni :  [J2: Jensen gets bitten by a (poisonous) snake, location unimportant. Jared to the rescue!]
maychorian : [Wee!Dean, John, Mary: Dean vs Wasps]
blualbino : [Dean/Fallen!Castiel: Castiel gets his first dose of human illness and Dean has to take care of him]
blue_icy_rose : [Sam and Dean (Gen) - Season 4. The boys wind up in trouble on a case (doesn't matter how). Sam saves Dean at the cost of his own chance to get away, and winds up in danger. Dean comes to the rescue]
tahirire : [Sam, Dean (gen): Sam and Dean get accidentally trapped somewhere (on set or during a hunt) and one of the guys freaks out and gets a panic attack]
hope_calaris : [Sam (gen): what happened to Sam while Dean was in hell]
a_starfish : [Sam and Dean or Sam/Dean, immediately pre-Stanford. Dean can't really take this. He's falling apart thinking about what's about to happen to his family. Enter Sam]
sinnerforhire : [Sam, Dean, Jess: Sam as a modern Cassandra--sane or insane, real or imagined.]
maychorian : [Stanford era Dean and Bobby, gen. Dean gets injured (I ain't particular on this) and Bobby's the one who has to patch him up]
fhionnuiscetine : [S1, please, with Sam cleaning Dean up and badgering him about the scars received while he was at Stanford?]
blualbino : [Sam and Dean or Sam/Dean. Sam's first attempt at losing his virginity (to either gender) goes drastically wrong. Dean makes it better]
woodsbaile_02 : [Jared/Jensen: Jensen + sunstroke + worried!Jared] [Part 2], [Part 3], [Part 4]
blueeyedliz : [J2: Jared suffers from a chronic illness (asthma, diabetes ... ). Worried!Jensen ensues]
tahirire : [Sam, Dean(gen): Set sometime in season four. Sam has a fever and Dean is taking care of him. Sam also tells his brother he thinks Dean doesn't love him anymore, and Dean convinces him otherwise]
tir_synni : [Kripke, Jensen (gen): sick!Jensen and worried!Kripke, who gives top priority to his star's well-being.]
tir_synni : [Dean, John(gen): Both Dean and his father are injured on a hunt, and Dean tends to the other first and neglects his own wounds, causing complications later]
roque_clasique : [Sam, Dean - Sam gets a bad haircut. Dean to the rescue. Sam only ever lets Dean cut his hair from then on]
roque_clasique : [Sam, Dean (gen): Post BUaBS. Sam wakes up, middle of the road, middle of the night, middle of nowhere. Dean's run the tank bone dry]
roque_clasique : [John,Dean,Sam(Gen):Dean hurts his shoulder]
Anonymous: [Sam, Dean(gen): A curse stops Sam from sleeping, ever.]
embroiderama : [Sam/Jess: Sam gets hurt at Stanford for some reason when he's with his friends, far from a doctor, and he stitches himself up/sets his own bones, and his friends are all WOAH SAM HOW'D YOU GET SO BADASS and he's all *SHRUG*]
roque_clasique :  [Dean, Sam (gen or wincest): Set in S2, Sam passes out during a vision]
rosestoo : [Sam and Dean (Gen). A curse stops Sam from sleeping, ever]
maychorian : [Sam, Dean (Gen) Dean goes missing during a hunt, Sam find him days later dazed and confused]
roque_clasique : [Jensen, Jared (Gen) : Jensen takes Jared's dogs for a walk, and Harley/Sadie gets attacked by another dog. Jensen gets bitten pulling them apart. Jared yells at him for doing something so stupid, but is also super grateful to him for saving his dog]
sexynarwhal : [Dean, Sam (gen): Dean is de-aged and for some reason they can't change him back for awhile. Meanwhile a nasty gets wind of Dean's vulnerability, and he is kidnapped and moderately mistreated + PTSD!Dean]
i_speak_tongue : [Sam, Dean (gen): Dean gets sick during a hunt but keeps insisting he is fine. Only he is ... not]
roque_clasique : [Dean, Sam (gen): Dean on strong painkillers gets loopy and clingy, telling the nurses how much he loves his brother and not wanting Sammy to ever leave him, stuff like that - and yes, Sam is totally allowed to make fun of him afterwards]
cream_fudge : [Dean, Sam, gen, S1-4: Dean hurts his hands or his arms and can't use them and Sam has to feed him and shave him and tuck him in and tie his sneakers and button up his little flannel shirts]
sinnerforhire : [Dean, Sam, John (gen): Dean is hiding that a lingering cold has turned into pneumonia to go on a hunt in the middle of a howling storm]
tcs1121 : [Dean can sense the tension in the months before Sam leaves for Stanford, and he starts smoking heavily. Heh. Sam tries to get him to quit]
maychorian : [Teen!chesters -- Dean is badly injured on a hunt (broken leg/s a huge bonus) but still has to go to high school 'cause he's a senior and needs to graduate, and Sam keeps an eye out for him...]
uhzoomzip : [Jensen/jared - Jensen has appendicitis and collapses in the middle of a scene]
july_july_july : [Dean, John (gen): Teen!Dean is allowed to accompany John and another hunter on a hunt. The hunter keeps putting Dean down. In the end he is careless and does something stupid, so Dean gets hurt himself while protecting him. Featuring angry!scary!badass!John who rips the hunter a new one for putting his sons life in danger]
rei17 :  [Sam, Dean (gen): Narcoleptic!Dean], [Part 2+3]
momentine : [Teen!Dean drops acid (accidentally or on purpose) and has a bad trip, and Sammy has to talk him down off the roof of their house/apartment...]
hope_calaris : [J2: First time is a disaster (every possible accident is fine but nothing remotely non-con or dub-con, please!)]
deluweil : [J2: Jared realizes something's wrong with Jensen when Harley and Sadie wake him up in the middle of the night ...]
Maxine: [J2- in the middle of a scene jensen is stabbed in the stomach with a real knife instead of a prop]             
a_starfish : [Erratically driving the impala crazy/concussed Sam, with pursuing in another car Dean]
roque_clasique : [Teen!Dean drops acid (accidentally or on purpose) and has a bad trip, and Sammy has to talk him down off the roof of their house/apartment...]
iniq : [Stanford era Dean and Bobby, gen. Dean gets injured (I ain't particular on this) and Bobby's the one who has to patch him up], [Part 2 (slash!) ]
sinnerforhire : [Sam, Dean (gen) - Dean has a seizure]
july_july_july : [Sam/Jess. Sam gets homesick at Stanford. He can't tell Jess any details, but he's hurt and she's comforting]
ariadnes_string : [J2: Jared is off doing promo work for Friday the 13th while Jensen stays behind to film. Extra long days and no Jared means no sleep for Jensen and he gets sick]
Anonymous: [Sam, Dean (Gen or Wincest) - S4. Sam starts to sleep way more than usual. Cue worried Dean]
audleyssecret : [J2: Jensen has a very strong headache while filming a scene of Supernatural. He almost faints so the Director tells him to go take a nap in his trailer. Jared takes care of him]
july_july_july : [Dean, Sam, John (gen): Dean is hiding that a lingering cold has turned into pneumonia to go on a hunt (possibly following Sam and/or John without them knowing?) in the middle of a howling storm]
bellatemple : [Narcoleptic!Dean], [Part 2], [Part 3], [Part 4]
lissa_ann :   [Sam, Dean (gen): Post 4.18, Sam falls apart and tries to kill himself because of the events of the last few months. He doesn't want to go darkside, and believes he will because of Dean's comment about it], [Part 2], [Part 3]
sinnerforhire : [J2: Jensen's in a car accident. Jared tries to make him feel better]
saberivojo : [Sam, Dean (gen): Teen!Sam spends some time at a camp while Dean and John are on a hunting trip. One night, exhausted!hungry!(maybe even hurt)Dean sneaks into the camp to check on his little brother], [Part 2], [Part 3]
july_july_july : [Dean, Sam, Castiel; PTSD!Castiel or traumatized!Castiel, maybe as a result of torture, rape, I dunno. Taken in and cared for]
saralikeme : [RPS - Jared or Jensen gets a bad stomach bug and tries to keep it a secret so shooting doesn't get delayed]
tir_synni : [Dean, Sam, John: AU after first season's car crash. The YED is dead, John didn't make the deal. But after Dean wakes up from the coma he's not the same as before (might be PTSD, physical or mental disabilities or he's in need of constant treatmeant due to some injuries, stuff like that). I'd love to read something where Sam, Dean and John settle down somewhere and try to find a way back into a normal life]
fhionnuiscetine : [Sam, Dean (gen): Set sometime in season four. Sam has a fever and Dean is taking care of him. Sam also tells his brother he thinks Dean doesn't love him anymore, and Dean convinces him otherwise]
dodger_winslow : [Bobby and John, gen. John is injured on a hunt and Bobby knows that he has to get him back to his boys]
fhionnuiscetine : [Sam, Dean, Jess (gen, het): AU (obviously), Jess gets hit on rather aggressively. Protective!Sam&Dean, please]
riverbella : [Dean, Sam, John (gen): Dean loses an eye and has to re-learn hunting stuff with his new, altered depth perception]
embroiderama : [John, Dean, Sam (gen): John gets a call from school, that one of his boys got hurt/passed out during class ...], [Part 2], [Part 3], [Part 4]
maychorian : [Dean, John (gen): Teen!Dean (16-18-ish) is allowed to accompany John and another hunter on a hunt. The hunter keeps putting Dean down. In the end the other dude is careless and does something stupid, so Dean gets hurt himself while protecting him. I really want angry!scary!badass!John who rips the hunter a new one for putting his sons life in danger]
i_speak_tongue : [Dean, Sam, gen, S1-4: Dean hurts his hands or his arms and can't use them and Sam has to feed him and shave him and tuck him in and tie his sneakers and button up his little flannel shirts], [Part 2]. [Part 3]. [Part 4a]. [Part 4b]
Maxine: [Dean is de-aged (physically) but even though his mind is still his, his body is a kid’s and he needs a nap. Sam attempts to convince him of this; Dean is NOT impressed. But in the end he falls asleep on Sam's shoulder anyway]
sinnerforhire : [J2: Feverish Jensen, Nightmare Jensen, Jared comforts him]
ariadnes_string : [Dean, Sam, Castiel (gen): Dean has a fever or a concussion and thinks he's back in hell. Sam and Castiel have to look after him and try and talk him through it]
deluweil : [J2: Jensen and Jared are in a bar to see Chris and Steve on stage, when a fight starts not very far from Jensen and he gets caught in it and gets hurt]
audleyssecret : [J2: Jensen and Jared are in a bar to see Chris and Steve on stage, when a fight starts not very far from Jensen and he gets caught in it and gets hurt]
tir_synni : [Dean, John (gen): Dean loses an eye and has to re-learn hunting stuff with his new, altered depth perception], [Part 2], [Part 3]
Maxine:  [J2:Jensen has a punctured or collapsed lung]
iniq : [J2: Asthmatic!Jensen]
rosestoo : [Sam, Dean (Gen): If your sister or your brother were stumbling on their last mile ~ in a self-inflicted exile]
tripoverhercats : [Dean, Bobby (gen): Pre series : Dean is hunting solo. Sam is at school, not returning his calls, Dad has gone off the grid as well. A big bad gets Dean in the forest, and he knows he is dying -- it's a dangerous gig, but he calls Bobby because he doesn't want to check out alone]
tir_synni : [J2 : Jensen has some kind of ailment that ends up being exacerbated by plane travel. Bring on the in-air hurt/comfort]
woodsbaile_02 : [J2: ared realizes something's wrong with Jensen when Harley and Sadie wake him up in the middle of the night ...], [Part 2], [Part 3], [Part 4]
sg2009: [Dean, Sam (gen): Dean is de-aged and for some reason they can't change him back for awhile. Meanwhile a nasty gets wind of Dean's vulnerability, and he is kidnapped and moderately mistreated, PTSD!Dean]
theditor : [J2: Jensen has an allergic reaction to something on set & goes into anaphylactic shock & almost dies in Jared's arms]
faye_dartmouth : [Sam, John, Pastor Jim (gen): Ten-year-old Sammy wakes up in the backseat of the Impala to find the car in the ditch; John trapped, bloody and out-of-his-head-confused in the front seat; and the passenger door hanging open with Dean nowhere to be found]
no_apologies_86 : [Sam, Dean (gen): After 4.18 TMATEOTS Dean reads Chuck's Mystery Spot book and finally gets the full story. Because it's never too late for surprise!Mystery Spot codas], [Part 2]
tir_synni : [Sam, Dean (gen) : Weechesters. A training session ends badly when Sam gets hurt trying to meet John's expectations]
geminigrl11 : [Dean, Sam, Castiel (gen): Apocalypse/War timeframe. Dean and Sam have been separated (by choice, Angelic intervention, what-have-you) for weeks when Dean, seemingly randomly, finds Sam in an abandoned church, bloody and half-insane from trauma]
rei17 : [Sam, Dean (gen): girl!Dean, Sam Sam's sister gets hurt and it's the first time he realizes just how fragile his sister really is]
Anonymous: [Sam, Dean (gen):Weechesters - Sam is poisoned by a bite he receives from a supernatural creature during a hunt. Dean to the rescue]    
katriel1987 : [Sam, Dean (gen): Exhausted-to-the-point-of collapse Dean]
uhzoomzip : [Dean, Sam, post 4.16: Dean’s in the hospital and not getting better as fast as he should be due to medical complications/a way overdue emotional breakdown/whatever, and Sam is kind of scarily protective of him and intimidates all the staff/pretty angels]
roque_clasique : [Dean, John, (gen): Dean in traction. Multiple broken bones. Surgery. Weird scary external fixators]
mad_server : [Sam, Dean (gen): Dean is sick and wears one of Sam's hoodies]
a_starfish : [Sam, Bobby, Dean (gen): Sam's S4 powers make him ill]
selene_13 : [Sam, Dean (gen): Sam and Dean are in a car accident and Dean is more worried about the damage to the car than the damage to himself, even though he's actually quite badly hurt]
kiscinca : [Sam, Dean (gen): S4, dealing with Sam's drinking whilst Dean was gone], [Part 2], [Part 3], [Part 4]
Maxine:  [Dean, Sam, Bobby (gen): I need a story where Dean has been de-aged (physically &mentally).Sam takes him to Bobby's & they both look after the little guy until they can get big Dean back]
iniq : [J2: For some reason, Jared thinks Jensen did something and is mad at him/ yells at him. Turns out, Jensen didn't do anything, and is pretty hurt Jared could think he'd do something like that . ]
Anonymous: [Sam, Dean, (Gen): S4, Dean has an especially effed up relationship with pain now, Sam finds out/realises]
hope_calaris : [J2: Jensen wet and in Jared's clothes]
tir_synni : [Sam, Dean (gen):  Dean falls in a lake in the middle of winter. Hypothermic!Dean]
tir_synni : [Sam,  Dean (gen)  : Dean gets a pretty nasty scar that cuts across his lips (but it's actually extremely hot and badass he just doesn't realize it) and he's really self-conscious about laughing or smiling or anything to do with his mouth, maybe stops talking or something. Sam comforts him]
saralikeme : [John, Sam (gen): Dean is gone for a few days for some reason and when Sam falls sick, it falls to John to do the things that Dean usually does for his little brother]
woodsbaile_02 : [Chris, Jensen (gen): Jensen gets hit on rather aggressively by a stranger in a bar]
sg2009:  [Sam, Dean (gen): Dean has sneeze syncope (faints for a short time after sneezing)]
mad_server : [Sam, Dean (gen): Due to his "rehymenated" body not coming with all the resistance to things his old body had built up, Dean keeps getting sick]
july_july_july : [Sam, Dean (gen): Dean shows up at Stanford Sam's freshman year with a through-and-through bullet wound in his leg (or somewhere else, if you must), and Sam patches him up as his roommate quietly freaks out]
a_starfish : [Sam, Dean (gen): Dean gets a pretty nasty scar that cuts across his lips (but it's actually extremely hot and badass he just doesn't realize it) and he's really self-conscious about laughing or smiling or anything to do with his mouth, maybe stops talking or something. Sam comforts him]
legoline : [Sam, Dean gen): Dean with a limp]
tir_synni : [Sam, dean (gen): Dean has broken up with his boyfriend and is moping - but doesn't dare tell Sam the real reason in case they freak]
kiscinca : [Sam, Dean (gen): Set after "Metamorphosis". Sam has his third cold in two months, and Dean takes care of him]
innocentculprit : [Sam, Dean (gen): Dean has a concussion and a fever and is confused and headachy and tired and sad and sleepy]
Anonymous: [Sam, Dean (AU): Sam is a doctor now,one night Dean shows up at his hospital...] inspired by this graphic (@animotus )
iniq : [Sam, Dean (AU): Sam is a doctor now, one night Dean shows up at the hospital ....] inspired by this graphic (@animotus )
iniq : [J2: Jensen limps and Jared worries]
twasadark : [Sam, Dean (gen): Set sometime in season four. Sam has a fever and Dean is taking care of him]
sinnerforhire : [J2 + Misha: Misha feels like a bit of an outsider when he joins the SPN cast, because Jared and Jensen are so close. He gets hurt on set somehow and finally gets accepted as 'one of the boys']
sinnerforhire : [Jared, Jensen, Misha (RPF) - The three of them are hanging out in the free time, someone starts having heart trouble]
sinnerforhire [J2: One of the boys get sick with the flu and the other takes care of him]
deadmandarcie : [Dean, Castiel (gen) - Little!Dean gets hurt somehow and his "guardian angel" Castiel comforts him.], [Part 2], [Part 3]
weesta : [Jensen, Misha (gen): Jensen and Misha are running lines together when Misha collapses. Worried!Jensen ensues]
deadmandarcie : [Sam and Dean (Gen). A curse stops Sam from sleeping, ever.]
tir_synni : [Sam, Dean (wincesty): Hurt of your choice, but Dean is unconscious or out of it in some way so that Sam has to undress him. Dean is wearing girl panties.]
sinnerforhire : [J2: After some long and exhausting shoots, (bruised/hurty!)Jensen falls asleep on the couch while they're watching a movie together - with an ice pack on his shoulder]
i_speak_tongue : [Sam, Dean (gen): Outsider POV from someone in Dean's junior year ceramics class -- Dean busts one of his arms/shoulder and can't spin the clay on the wheel, so he's stuck making coil pots one-handed. Sam's in the woodworking class down the hall and sometimes he stops by to mock his brother.]



 
 
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roque_clasiqueroque_clasique on April 18th, 2009 06:41 pm (UTC)
Dean's Last Acid Trip 1
Oh, no!

I got really excited when I saw this prompt, because I used to do TONS AND TONS of acid in high school, then stopped like three years ago because I had a bad trip.

But I wrote this prompt, as well, without realizing it'd already been written. So, here is my version. I'm sorry.

Also, there is no roof. My roof is a metaphorical roof.

:::

Sam’s lying on the couch sucking on an ice-cube, trying to decide which is worse, being so cold that your fingers fall off, or so hot that the only thing you can do is lie on the couch and suck ice cubes. Right now he’s leaning towards hot… it’s gotten to the point where he’d almost trade a pinky for a cool breeze.

He hears a thud in the kitchen, figures Dean must be home. Fuck Dean. He’d left early that morning to go swimming, wouldn’t take Sam no matter how much he begged, and Sam’s still pissed at him. He never lets Sam come with him anywhere, even when he’s just going to the lake and it’s four thousand degrees out.

He hears a familiar high-pitched cackle and rolls his eyes, can’t help but smile a little. Sam pretends to dislike Ray Montagne, Dean’s newest best friend, a tall, skinny kid with a Mohawk and weird holes in his earlobes, but really he sort of thinks he’s cool, and funny, though he hates it when Ray calls him Deanita, which apparently means “Little Dean” in Spanish, which Ray doesn’t speak. Dean doesn’t like it either, chuffs Ray on the back of the head and says “Little Dean” sounds like a nickname for his dick, not his little brother, and though Sam really wishes Dean wouldn’t compare him to a penis, he kind of has to agree with him on that one. But Ray’s pretty smart, though he hides it, and besides the nickname he’s nice to Sam, talks to him like he’s a grown-up instead of Dean’s thirteen year-old kid brother, takes him seriously. So he’s okay in Sam’s book.

Sam pushes himself to his feet and pads into the kitchen, prepared to whine about the heat and see if he can get Dean and Ray to spray the hose on him to make up for leaving him behind this morning.

Dean looks up when he comes in, and Ray goes, “Oh, shit.”

“Sammy,” Dean says, eyes wide, and there’s something about them that makes Sam pause, do a double-take. His pupils are HUGE, obscuring almost all the green, and they track Sam strangely as he comes into the room.

“It’s so fucking hot,” Sam says, throws himself down at the table across from Dean, their crappy half-dead kitchen chair squealing a little underneath him.

“Like soup,” Dean says, makes a weird motion like he’s parting the air with hands. “It’s like the air is made of soup.”

“Yeah,” Sam says. Weirdo. “Soup.”

“Dude,” Ray says from across the room, and he and Sam both glance up to see Ray gripping the shiny handle of the refrigerator with this wide-eyed, amazed look on his face. “Dude, I think your fridge is breathing.”

Sam laughs, though he doesn’t really get the joke, but Dean is up and at Ray’s side, arms crossed over his chest, examining the fridge.

“Holy shit,” Dean says, reaches out a tentative hand. “I never… it’s like… it’s like…”

“It’s like everything is alive,” Ray says in awe. “It’s like… it’s like the whole world is connected and it all has the same rhythm, like, we’re all breathing at the same exact time.”

Dean doesn’t say anything, just puts a palm flat to the white belly of their busted, fifties-style refrigerator, leans his head on the back of his hand and closes his eyes.

::continued below::

roque_clasiqueroque_clasique on April 18th, 2009 06:41 pm (UTC)
Re: Dean's Last Acid Trip 2
Sam, watching at the kitchen table, looks from Ray to Dean, trying to figure out what’s going on. As he watches, Ray slithers to the floor and cocks his head, stares at the ceiling.

“Why do they keep humans in houses?” Ray asks. “Like, we’re always covered. We wear clothes, we have roofs, we drive little boxes around… what are we trying to protect ourselves from?”

“Lots of stuff,” Dean says suddenly, looks up from where he’s leaning against the fridge, opens his eyes. “Lotta stuff, man. There’s… there’s a lotta shit out there.”

“Dean,” Ray says. “Dude, I can see your words. They’re like… I can see them. Like, in color. You’re green, man, did you know that? You’re one hundred percent a green person. And a little bit of purple. Green and purple. Mostly green. But some purple. It’s…” Ray waves his hands, frames Dean between his thumb and pointer finger. “It’s everywhere.”

Dean moves back to the kitchen table, slow and careful, like he really is moving through soup. His pupils are even bigger, if that’s possible, and Sam feels this irrational panic for a second. Black eyes, acting freaky, this shifty, weird look on his face – he’s gotta check. Better safe than sorry.

“Hey,” Sam whispers from across the table, and Dean looks up. “Christo!” Sam hisses.

Dean just blinks at him, eyes going all sad and his face falling. “Sammy?” he asks, opens his mouth, looks like he wants to say something else but can’t quite. So he says, “Sammy?” again, in this little, questioning voice.

“Sorry,” Sam says, embarrassed, but no less confused. “It’s just…” he trails off as Dean slides a hand across the table to hover in front of Sam’s face.

“Dude,” Ray says. “I stepped on a spider yesterday.”

Dean drops his hand, swings his head slowly around to look at his friend. “Woah.”

“Yeah.” Ray is flat on the ground now, hands raised up towards the ceiling, doing something weird with his fingers. “I did it… I did it on purpose. ‘Cause it jumped on me. But I’m never doing it again, man. It’s just fucked up, you know? Like – it’s not my right to kill anything. Can you imagine being a soldier? I mean, can you imagine shooting a gun?”

Sam darts a glance at Dean, who is sitting frozen in his chair, face gone a little pale under his tan and the sunburn across his nose.

“Even spiders,” Ray continues. “No way, man. Never again. We’re all connected. It’s not my right to kill anything, even bugs. Fuck, no. Never again.”

“Dean,” Sam says, because Dean is clutching the edge of the table, looking like he’s trying to keep himself from flying away. What the fuck is going on? They’re acting so fucking weird, and their pupils are blown, eyes bloodshot, and…

“Hey,” Sam says, realization hitting like a lightning bolt. “Are you guys on drugs?”

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roque_clasiqueroque_clasique on April 18th, 2009 06:43 pm (UTC)
Re: Dean's Last Acid Trip 3
Neither of them answer, and then Ray says, “You’re cool, right, Sam?”

What’s he supposed to say to that? He tries, but he doesn’t know if he succeeds. “I dunno.”

“Yeah, you’re cool. Dude…” Ray glances at Dean, who nods a little. “We just dropped the best acid I’ve ever taken in my LIFE.”

“Acid?” Sam asks. “Like, LSD?”

“Yeah. Holy shit, it’s so fuckin’ intense.”

Sam sits back, digesting this information and trying to remember what he knows about LSD. Hallucinations, he thinks. The Beatles.

Dean still hasn’t said anything, and Sam looks over at him. “Dean,” he says. “You okay?”

Dean looks up like he’s startled to see someone else in the room with him, swallows, blinks.

“Deano’s not a big talker when he’s tripping,” Ray says.

“So you’ve done this before?” Sam asks, trying to figure out if he disapproves or if he thinks it’s cool. It’s a little scary to think of his big brother on drugs, though he knows Dean smokes weed, has learned to recognize the signs when his brother comes home at night and raids the fridge for anything he can put in his mouth.

“Yeah,” Ray says. “You’re gonna love it, Sam. When you’re old enough.”

Sam kind of doubts that.

“Sam,” Dean says, smacks a hand on the table. Both Sam and Ray jump.

“What’s up, man?” Sam asks, keeps his voice gentle, because Dean looks a little skittish, and Sam learned in D.A.R.E. that people on drugs freak out sometimes, and Dean looks like maybe he’s freaking out a little.

“The spiders,” Dean says, swallows and glances at Ray.

“Spiders?”

“He killed the… spider.”

Ray’s attention has wandered back to the ceiling, and he doesn’t say anything, so Sam says, “Yeah, he killed the spider. But he says he’s never gonna do it again.”

Dean presses his lips together, and even though he’s seventeen, he suddenly looks eight years old. “Sammy,” he says, like it’s the only thing he knows for sure how to say. “We. Do that.”

“Do what, Dean?”

“The spiders,” Dean whispers. “Killing.”

Sam gets a little chill despite the heat of the day, and he looks at Ray, who’s still not listening. “Hey,” he says. “That… what we do, it’s different.”

“Dunno,” Dean says, shifts his eyes down to the table, traces some weird pattern on it with his finger. “Sam… you’re just a kid.”

“So are you, man.”

“No,” Dean says, then, “yeah. Sometimes.” He wiggles his fingers on the tabletop, looks agitated. “Christo,” he says under his breath, to no one, or maybe to himself. “Christo, christo, christo.”

Suddenly he shoves back his chair, startling Sam, and stands up. “Ray, dude,” he says. “Hey.”

“What’s up, man?” Ray asks lazily from the floor.

“Can we…?” he asks, waves his hand at the door. “Outside, man. I… want… I need…” He rolls something invisible between his fingers, touches his mouth.

“You need a smoke,” Ray finishes, and Dean nods, looking relieved. “Okay, man,” Ray says. “So let’s go outside.”

Sam almost gives his usual “you’re-gonna-kill-yourself” anti-smoking litany, but he thinks maybe now is not the time, not with Dean already looking so tweaked-out, talking about spiders and shit.

“Uh, Sammy?” Dean says, makes a come-on motion.

“You want me to come?”

“Yeah.”

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roque_clasiqueroque_clasique on April 18th, 2009 06:46 pm (UTC)
Re: Dean's Last Acid Trip 4
They troop outside to the backyard, which is really just a fenced-in box of dirt and sparse grass, an old grill piled in one corner, a couple rickety lawnchairs.

They all drop into the chairs, and Ray leans his head back to look at the sky, goes off on how beautiful the clouds are, and how crazy it is that they’re made of water, and other cloud-babble that Sam doesn’t listen to in favor of watching his brother.

Dean spends a while flicking his lighter on and off, staring at the flame before he finally lights the cigarette in his mouth, blows a couple smoke rings that has Ray crowing in delight. Dean grins, then, and Sam relaxes a little, because he realizes that this is the first time he’s seen Dean smile yet today.

The smile fades quickly, though, and Dean stares at the dirt in the backyard, stares at the grill in the corner, smoking silently and moving his feet around in a rhythmic pattern that sets Sam on edge.

He thought drugs were supposed to be fun, but Dean seems more nervous than anything else. Ray, on the other hand, is clearly having a blast, and it’s like he’s compensating for Dean’s silence, because he talks almost constantly. Sam figures out eventually that Ray’s not really expecting any answers.

It freaks Sam out a little, watching Dean wave his hands slowly through the air, or bring his cigarette up so close to his eye that Sam’s afraid he’s gonna get burned. Dean’s never really out of control, but he seems completely unaware of himself, now, and it makes Sam feel… unsafe.

“How long does this last?” Sam asks. “Acid.”

“Forever,” Dean says.

“Six hours, give or take,” Ray says. “We dropped it like, four hours ago. Went swimming. It was fuckin’ awesome.”

“Yeah,” Dean agrees, smiles a little.

“Hey, I gotta pee,” Ray says, pushes himself to his feet and ambles towards the door.

Dean drops his cigarette butt, looks at Sam as soon as Ray is inside the house.

“Sam,” Dean says. “Don’t take acid.”

“Okay,” Sam says, laughs a little. “What, you don’t like it?”

“Usually,” Dean says. “Usually. I like it.”

“Now now?”

Dean shakes his head violently, puts his hands on his knees and looks like he’s concentrating really hard. “It’s just you ‘n me, Sam.”

“What is, Dean?”

“Ray… he… kills spiders.”

“I told you, he said he was never gonna—”

“No,” Dean says firmly, stamps his foot a little. “He kills SPIDERS. We… we…”

“Oh,” Sam says. “Right. We kill bigger stuff, huh.”

“Right,” Dean says. “Kill. With guns.”

“Well, yeah,” Sam says. “But… that stuff deserves to be killed. We kill things that are hurting other people.” Funny, usually it’s Dean giving Sam this talk. “We’re helping people, Dean. Saving people.”

“But,” Dean says. “But. Killing.”

“Yeah,” Sam concedes. “We’re killing evil things in order to save good things.”

“What is evil?” Dean asks, and Sam groans, buries his head in his hands.

“Dude, I really don’t think I can have a metaphysical discussion with you right now.”

Dean looks crestfallen.

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roque_clasiqueroque_clasique on April 18th, 2009 06:46 pm (UTC)
Re: Dean's Last Acid Trip 5
“Later, okay?” Sam says. “We can talk about this later.”

“It’s just you ‘n me,” Dean repeats. “Ray doesn’t… he has no fucking clue.”

“No,” Sam agrees. “And… you’re not gonna tell him, are you?”

“No!” Dean says, looking shocked. “He’s… awesome.”

Sam laughs. Dean smiles a little, tentatively.

“Listen,” Sam says, and on a whim he reaches out, puts a palm on Dean’s back. Normally Dean would shrug him off, but right now he just sighs a little, relaxes into it. “We kill stuff, yeah. But we do it to save people like Ray. Who would you rather keep alive, a werewolf, or Ray?”

“Ray,” Dean says, snorts like it’s obvious. “It’s just… there’s always a lot of blood.”

Sam can feel Dean shudder under his hand, and he lifts his palm, starts rubbing circles, slow. Dean’s back is a little damp with sweat, and Sam’s palms are pretty damn sweaty, too, keep snagging on the worn material of his t-shirt, but he doesn’t stop.

“Can’t you think about something else?” Sam asks. “I don’t think this is the best time to be thinking about this.”

“I can’t… I keep thinking,” Dean says, makes a frustrated, unhappy noise. “I hate drugs.”

“Good,” Sam says. “Yeah, they’re bad for you.”

Dean puts his head in his hand, rubs his eyes, and Sam feels his chest constrict.

“Hey,” Sam says. “Let’s go back inside, put all the fans in the living room, and play cards.” It’s the only thing he can think of, but he feels like maybe if Dean can focus on something else, something repetitive, it’ll keep his mind off... whatever he’s thinking about. Monsters. Blood.

“Cards?” Dean asks, snorts.

“Yeah,” Sam says, resolute. “C’mon, man.”

Dean rolls his eyes, but lets Sam pull him up off the chair, follows him into the house.

Ray is back on the floor, this time in the living room, all the pillows from their couch surrounding him.

“We’re gonna play cards,” Sam announces.

“Right on,” Ray says.

They end up playing Go Fish for the next two hours, because it’s the only game where Ray and Dean can keep the rules straight enough to play for real. Sam gets painfully bored after the first two hands, but he keeps going, because he can see Dean start to relax, smile more, look at the cards with gleeful curiosity rather than horror. Besides, it’s nice, with their six fans in a circle around them, and Sam’s cooler than he’s been all day.

As the drug wears off, Dean gets more talkative, ‘til finally he’s ribbing Sam about his shitty card skills in complete sentences, which is really nice to hear. Sam didn’t realize how creepy it was to have a silent Dean until his brother started talking again.

Finally, Ray throws his cards down. “I can’t play this fuckin’ game anymore. Why the hell are we playing Go Fish, again?”

“’Cause Sam sucks even harder at poker,” Dean says, and Sam scowls. It’s great that Dean’s feeling better, but Sam’s not sure why that necessarily manifests itself in teasing.

“Fuck this shit,” Ray says. “Let’s go back to the lake. Grab some beer.”

“You got your fake I.D. on you?” Dean asks. “I lost mine.”

“You mean you left it at Gretchen’s house and you’re too chicken to go back there and ask for it.”

“Fuck you,” Dean says, throws his handful of cards at Ray’s face.

“Yeah, I got my I.D.,” Ray says, pushes himself to his feet. “Let’s go.”

Sam is silent as they get up, jostling each other and talking about how maybe they’ll call up “the girls” and see if they want to come. Playing cards with two fucked-up seventeen year-olds isn’t real high on his list of fun stuff, but it’s better than being alone in this stifling heat, bored out of his mind.

“Hey,” Dean says, snaps his fingers, and Sam looks up. “Sammy. You wanna come?”

Sam wants to play it cool, but before he can stop himself he says, “Really?”

“Yeah, man,” Dean says. “I’ll even let you have a beer.”

“You’re not legal either, you asshole,” Sam says, but is scrambling to his feet.

“Get your shit together, let’s go.”

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roque_clasiqueroque_clasique on April 18th, 2009 06:47 pm (UTC)
Re: Dean's Last Acid Trip 6


They walk the mile down to the lake, the late afternoon sun beating down red on their shoulders. Dean’s still a lot quieter than normal, and Ray says they’re mostly done tripping but he’s still feeling the effects.

“There’s still patterns overlaid over everything,” Ray says, gesturing expansively.

“Yeah,” Dean agrees.

They stop at Ray’s house so he can grab some towels, and Dean’s smoking a cigarette so he and Sam sit down on the front step to wait. Dean’s still kind of out of it, trailing his hands through the air and squinting like he can see the wake they leave. Sam leans back on the concrete step, closes his eyes.

“Hey,” Dean says after a moment of silence. “Sam, you shouldn’t take drugs. Seriously. I really did not want… I mean, Just ‘cause I do it doesn’t mean—”

“I know,” Sam says, irritated. “I’m not going to. That didn’t exactly look like fun, this morning, Dean.”

“Yeah,” Dean winces, scrubs a hand through his hair, bleached sun-blond at the tips. “Acid’s crazy. It’s like… once you start thinking about something, you can’t stop. It’s just… I’m sorry.”

“It’s okay,” Sam says. “I’m not, like, mad at you. I mean – I don’t care. I think you’re retarded, but it’s not like I’m… I don’t care.”

Dean takes a drag of his cigarette, leans down to tighten the shoelaces of his beat-up sneakers. Sam looks away.

“That was a good call with the cards,” Dean says suddenly.

Sam smiles a little. “Figured you needed something to concentrate on other than, you know.”

“Yeah.” Dean is silent for a while again, then he says, “What I said about… what I said outside.”

“What?”

“How it’s… it’s just you and me, Sam. And dad. It’s true, you know?”

“Yeah,” Sam says, swallowing a sudden lump in his throat. “I know.”

Dean nods, squints off into the distance.

As far as Sam knows, he doesn’t take acid ever again.

(the end)
maychorian: Dean wake upmaychorian on April 18th, 2009 07:30 pm (UTC)
Re: Dean's Last Acid Trip 6
Awesome stuff. I both love and hate seeing Dean so vulnerable, but Sam was absolutely fantastic. ♥ Thanks so much for this. It felt very real and true.
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a rearranger of the proverbial bookshelf: Teen!!Winchestersembroiderama on April 19th, 2009 03:00 am (UTC)
Re: Dean's Last Acid Trip 6
I was afraid that he was going to start seeing spiders or something. *shudders* and yet, awesome.
Katie: gagreelmomentine on April 19th, 2009 10:52 am (UTC)
Re: Dean's Last Acid Trip 6
Ah man! This is immense!
I kinda feel sorry for Dean, ya know? He's all vulnerable and fragile feeling *hugs him*

Sam was amazing though, how he got Dean out of his downward spiral :)
i_speak_tongue: bw handsi_speak_tongue on April 20th, 2009 05:59 pm (UTC)
Re: Dean's Last Acid Trip 6
Eeeeeeeeek! This was so wonderful. I loved that whole kitchen scene with the breathing fridge, and Ray... Ray is awesome! I kept picturing Giovanni Ribisi in Suburbia.

I can tell you know your shit. This was just very realistic. And not at all After-School-Special-y, if you know what I mean.

Dean is just so... innocent in this. Seeing things differently, but the same. Feeling so sensitive to the idea of killing anything... it just broke my wee heart! And Sam rubs his back!!!! AWE....

THe ambiance is good too. I like the little walk they take at the end, just wandering around the neighborhood, getting towels, going to the lake. Made me so nostalgic for summer in high school.

Thank you so much! This was fuckin' fantastic.